THIS IS WHAT I DO
The way this fear manifested itself with me was that instead of taking on challenges that were outside of my comfort zone I would only consider challenges which I knew I stood a significant chance of winning. In other words I would only accept challenges where the end goal was within my control and comfort zone.
In 2009, I was approached by my younger brother Sebastian who proposed that he and I attempt to climb Sweden’s highest mountain, Kebnekaise (2,106M). At the time I was a young insurance underwriter in New York working long hours, didn’t work out and from what I can remember was on a diet consisting of fast food and beer.
Despite Kebnekaise not being that significant from an altitude perspective, I had never climbed a mountain before and didn’t know if I would be able to make it to the top.
The fear of failure crept up on me and I tried to come up with numerous excuses of why I wouldn’t be able to go on the trip. The thought of accepting a challenge outside of my comfort zone was terrifying. After multiple attempts, my brother Sebastian managed to coerce me into accepting the challenge, a challenge that would not only force me outside of my comfort zone, but which would ultimately set me on the path to reaching the top of the world.
Having successfully summited Mt. Everest on May 14th 2016 my thirst for adventure and finding new ways of pushing outside my comfort zone continues.
For as long as I can remember I have had a deep desire and need to win and succeed in all aspects of my life, characteristics which most people would view as a positive trait. What I didn’t realize until just a few years ago was that accompanying this desire to win was a deep rooted fear of failure.
ADVENTURE WITH A PURPOSE
Over the past few years my passion for mountain climbing has taken me to some of the most beautiful and remote places on Earth, places which I hope people will be able to experience for generations to come. Unfortunately many of these environments are being threatened by rapid climate change. The increased rate of glacial melt will not only have a significant impact on the picturesque beauty of these environments, but more importantly will impact the lives of millions of people who rely on the freshwater stored in the worlds glaciers.
There are a number of researchers around the world who are currently working on identifying the causes of the increased glacial melt and the impact this has on populations that rely on these glaciers for freshwater. Up until recently it was thought that glaciers only melt from the toes at lower elevations, but it has now been confirmed that they are also melting as high as 20,000ft above sea level.
The results of this research will help nations impacted to adapt and better prepare for the changing conditions that impact their citizens and hopefully take steps towards creating a more sustainable environment.
In an attempt to help further this research I have teamed up with a non-profit organization called Adventurers and Scientists for Conservation (ASC) where I will be collecting snow samples on three different Himalayan peaks which I will be climbing as part of my Everest expedition. These three mountains include Pokalde Peak, Island Peak and Mt. Everest.
The sample collection process will involve rappelling into crevasses located above 20,000ft, a difficult and challenging task. However it is my hope that the data retrieved from these samples will help researchers get a step closer in understanding the thinning of the glaciers and how this impacts the populations who rely on them.
EXPERIENCE
Over the past seven years I have gradually gained the experience that would be needed for Everest and having recently summited Mt. Manaslu, the world’s eighth highest mountain, I know I am ready.
Date Mountain Elevation Outcome
08/2009 Kebnekaise 6,909ft (2,106m) Abort
06/2010 Mt. Rainier 14,409 (4,392m) Summit
05/2011 Mt. Whitney 14,505ft (4,421m) Summit
07/2011 Mont Blanc 15,781ft (4,810m) Summit
06/2011 Hvannadalshnukur 6,923ft (2,110m) Summit
12/2012 Aconcagua 22,841ft (6,962m) Summit
04/2014 Mt. Hood 11,250ft (3,429m) Summit
06/2014 Mt. McKinley 20,322ft (6,194m) Summit
08/2014 Kebnekaise 6,909ft (2,106m) Summit
09/2015 Mt. Manaslu 26,781 (8,153m) Summit
09/2015 Mt. Manaslu 26,781 (8,153m) Summit
09/2015 Mt. Everest 29,029 (8,848m) Summit